Another thanks to Brenda for editing and to Kate for her advice. Thanks ladies!

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PART ONE

The world around Sam Curtis and Chris Keel was so bright that it hurt their eyes. The reflection of the sun intensified the brilliant whiteness of the snow, and even behind their dark sunglasses their eyes had a struggle to cope with the light.

The white world around them was beautiful, and they would have enjoyed the immense feeling of space if it hadn't been for the biting cold. Sam envied Chris, who did not seem to suffering from it as much as he. He'd ridiculed the American's clothing at first, but now it seemed much warmer and much more comfortable than his own, despite all the layers scientifically designed to create insulation that would protect him from the cold.
Chris had stepped onto the ship that would take them to Greenland with a large pack over his shoulder. Sam, curious, had asked what was inside and his partner had told him.

"An Inuit suit?" Sam had been unable to hide his astonishment.

"Yep."

"I thought Armani was the outfit to wear around town."

"It's not for around town, believe me. I was on Greenland before and bought it there. It's the warmest piece of clothing I have."

"Don't you think that the clothing we've been kitted out with will do?"

"To be honest, no. You can't imagine how cold it gets there."

He'd opened the backpack during the journey and taken out an enormous coat with a hood. It had a soft, suede-like finish on the outside, but the inside was thick with fur. Sam had rubbed his nose.

"Smells like Inuit too, or rather something the Inuit killed," he'd remarked dryly.

"Don't laugh, Sam. Just wait and see."

Chris hadn't seemed to share his partner's humour and had informed Sam that he obviously didn't realise what they were getting into.

"What sort of fur is it, anyway?" Sam had enquired, partly from curiosity again but also to show Chris that no offence was meant. He'd always respected the ex-SEAL's judgement a great deal.

"It's made of wolf. Guaranteed there's nothing warmer."

"And the fur's on the inside?"

"It's warmer this way. The outside is treated with some kind of grease that keeps the hide closed and impermeable to rain, snow and water. Do you want to try it on?" he'd offered Sam the trousers.

Sam had grinned. "No thanks, buddy. I'll stick to wool, down and micro fibre."

*****

But Chris had been right. God, Sam thought, even through the many layers he felt the cold bite into his body. His fingers seemed to stiffen and he clenched the gas handle of the Snocat harder just to keep the circulation moving. Backup tickled the inside of his ear.

"5.3 to 3.7."

"3.7 here. What is it, Backup?"

"A small course correction. Go seven degrees right or you'll miss the rendezvous point."

"Copy that, 5.3. How long before estimated arrival?"

"At current speed you should get there in about ...fifteen minutes."

"Roger, 5.3. Oh, Backup?"

"Yes?"

"I sure could do with a hot cup of tea when I get there."

A soft sympathetic laugh, and the answer came straight away.

"Copy that, Sam. It'll be ready on arrival. 5.3 Out."

He steered the Snocat at little more to the right. It hadn't been easy to keep the correct course as the landscape of Greenland was far more hilly than he had expected. Suddenly, they were crossing a glittering, wide-open space. The mountains had been almost colourful: white came to life in every colour of the spectrum - tones of purple, pink, green, and blue. Amazing, he reflected idly, that white could hold so many different shades. Sam looked over his shoulder and saw Chris a few yards behind him. The American's voice sounded muffled from behind the protective face mask but sounded reassuring inside his ear.

"You okay, Sam?"

"Apart from the fact I'm having my arse frozen off, I'm fine."

"Did we go off course?" Chris had noticed the slight shift.

"A little, Backup just corrected us. We could make up for lost time on this sheet ice. Come on, I'll race ya!"

He opened the gas handle fully and the Snocat leaped forwards. He spurted away, leaving a fountain of snow behind. Chris followed suit.

The American was totally unprepared for his partner suddenly disappearing. One moment Sam was about 15 yards ahead, and the next, he had simply vanished from the surface as the ice cracked under his skids. The Snocat went down and Sam with it. Chris yanked at the steering and passed the hole by a mere yard. He leaned towards one side and dropped to the snowy ice while the Snocat bumped on without a driver and spun around on its own axle with a slowly dying engine.

Speed was everything. Chris crawled onto his belly to the hole as Sam resurfaced, grasping for breath. Chris grabbed him by the collar while Sam tried desperately to get out of the hole. They struggled frantically, Sam's movements hindered by the icy water and the wet clothes and Chris by the knowledge that if he leaned forwards too far, he would go down too.

But then their arms hooked - one strong pull and Sam was free. In frantic haste, Chris dragged him away from the hole as far as possible.

Sam couldn't move, paralysed by the cold water. He was shaking so much that his teeth clattered, and the wet, dark hair froze immediately, forming a matted tangle of frost and icicles. His face was already turning blue, Chris realised, fighting the panic. He tugged off his gloves and started tearing at the cold, wet, rapidly freezing clothes.

"Sam, I've got to get you out of these. Come on, buddy, hold on!"

Sam's lips were colourless. His eyes fixed on Chris but he was incapable of helping him. There was only one solution, and that was a knife, tucked down inside the Inuit suit. Chris snapped it open and literally tore the already stiffening clothing apart and threw it aside. Next, he pulled off the heavy coat and trousers and onto his partner, rubbing him as hard as he could, feeling the uncontrollable shaking. Now, the Greenland cold hit Chris fully, but Sam's need was greater. The difference between life and death in these temperatures was a question of just minutes after falling into icy water.

Blessedly, the R/T was safe in its waterproof cover among the shredded clothing.

"4.5 to control!," he screamed into it. "Emergency. I repeat emergency. We need a rescue team NOW!"

He didn't wait for an answer but turned his attention to Sam again. Sam looked frighteningly chilled and vulnerable, his face still bluish amid the fur around the hood. His teeth were still chattering, and unconsciousness seemed little more than a step away given the fluttering, frost-covered eyelashes.

"Hold on, Sam. Help's coming." Chris was shivering too, but from somewhere found the strength to pull his friend close. Sliding his hands inside the suit, he continued the rubbing, refusing to stop.

"This is typical, Sam Curtis. You know that?" He had to keep Sam awake. "You just can't resist showing off, can you? Why didn't you just wait till we got back to London to show me how well you can dive? And if you wanted my suit so bad, then you should have asked."

The green eyes flickered. With amusement? Or was he sliding again?

"And don't think Malone will be pleased with you for losing one of those nice, expensive Snocats. I can see the chewing-out you're gonna get already."

"I sssssay ...yyyyou.. wwwwantttted tttto race mmmmeeee", Sam replied with chattering teeth. Chris knew his partner was probably fully aware of the need to stay awake, although it was draining him. But it was essential - if he drifted off now…that state of indifference was notorious.

"Sure, I knew you'd say that. But it was you who wanted to race me, remember? C'mon, Sam, keep talking - stay with me."

The American felt the cold cheeks under his own hands that were now tingling and increasingly numb, but he had to keep talking. Had to keep him awake. Leaning further towards his partner, he brought his mouth towards Sam's face, trying to blow warm air onto it. Then he remembered something.

"There's some brandy in a flask in my Snocat. I'll fetch it. Don't go away, okay? I'll be right back."

He didn't like moving away, but the snow scooter was not far away. Protected only in a light sweater and pants over thermal underwear, his own body was reacting violently to the cold now. Come on, Backup. Get here, or neither of us will make it.

The Snocat was lying on its side after its engine had stopped when the pressure on the gas handles was released. Flipping the seat open, he found the steel flask, willing stiff fingers not to drop it, and turned back.

*****

Without any warning, Chris was suddenly face to face with a polar bear that had emerged from behind the hills and had padded over - he hadn't heard anything, too intent on helping his partner.

The huge animal reared onto its hind paws, towering over him. Then it growled, the warm, stinking breath hitting his face. Instinctively, Chris reached for his gun, but that had been tied to the outside of the suit - and that was now on Sam.

The yellow teeth bared, and a paw swung towards him. Sharp claws ripped open his chest, and the sheer power behind the blow threw Chris backwards. The predator followed, opening his jaws again, but Chris rolled aside, escaping by inches.

But now the bear was faster. He bit into Chris' shoulder - red balls exploded before his eyes as the pain struck him. Gathering every vestige of strength, the American pushed the flask towards the animal's face, aiming for one of the eyes.

The giant roared and released him, but it was angrier than ever. Chris rolled again, trying to get to his feet, but the bear moved even faster, attacking its prey with unexpected swiftness.

Chris fell, seeing the snowy surface rise up towards him, sensing the paws reaching towards his legs. The beast's weight was going to crush him, and again he made a desperate attempt to wriggle away. He could smell it, now - feel its warmth.

Oh, shit. This was the end.

The shots sounded like cannon fire in the silence of the Greenland landscape. The bear didn't make a sound, but seemed to topple, in slow motion, to land to Chris' side. Five round holes between the eyes were proof that Sam's marksmanship had lost nothing of its deadly precision.

The American looked up and saw his partner on his knees, the gun slowly dropping. The silver-green eyes held the trace of a smile, and then Sam crumpled soundlessly onto the snow.

Dizzily, Chris hauled himself up. His shoulder was a mess and hurt like hell. Blood was running down his arm at a worrying speed, and his sweater was drenched in it. But the warmth of the bear had given him an idea, if he only had the strength to carry it out. Somehow, he reached Sam, noting with gut-wrenching fear that his eyes were closed, now. He pulled out the knife, and somehow made it to the bear.
In one movement, he slit open the belly of the animal. The smell almost made him gag but he buried his hands deep into the intestines and pulled out what he could. Then he stumbled back to Sam, towed him to the animal and shoved him into the ripped open flank. Finally he crawled next to his pale friend and almost immediately sank away into blissful unconsciousness.

The emergency team found the spot easily. The white surface was broken by a star-shaped hole and blue-black water beneath it. Torn shreds of clothing were scattered around, but the strangest discovery was the gaping hole in the body of a blood-spattered polar bear and two still figures, lying motionless among the gore.

*****

Sam woke up in a tub, with warm, soothing water all around him. Was this a dream?

Slowly, tentatively, he opened his eyes to realise with amazement that he was in a special harness that kept his head above the surface but the rest of his body in the all-embracing warmth.

Then, everything that had happened came back in an instant - the Snocat, his involuntary dive into the ice cold water that had immediately paralysed him, the Inuit suit, and a undefined stench that he thought he could still smell.

Chris! The bear!

"Ho, ho, easy does it." A slow voice came from somewhere behind him in the poorly lit room and he looked up into the face of a middle aged, white-headed man who was wearing a doctor's coat. There was something unusual about him, but Sam couldn't figure out what it was.

"How do you feel?"

"What is this place? Who are you? Where's my partner?"

"My name is Malnit. I am the ship's doctor. And you are on board the Laetitia where you were brought like yesterday morning."

"But Keel? Chris Keel? He was with me…"

"Your partner?" the doctor seemed to notice his worry, and the slow voice was immediately reassuring.

"He lost a lot of blood, since the bear severed an artery. He required a blood transfusion and a great deal of stitching. Like you, he is suffering from hypothermia. But again like you, he will be fine."

"Can I see him?"

"Not yet, but you will later on. I want you in this tub for at least one more hour now you've rejoined us, then you can get out and I'll have you checked over. We'll see if Mr. Keel is up to a visitor by that time. Relax and enjoy the warmth."

With that, he left, but almost immediately after there was a knock on the door and Backup's head appeared around it.

"Hi Sam. Can I come in?"

"I'm not decent." Sam replied, slightly embarrassed.

"Oh, I'll forgive you this time." Tina Backus sounded remarkably cheerful. "Glad you're back, Sam. How do you feel?"

"Tired, I guess. And still cold inside. Funny feeling, can't really describe it."

"It was close, Sam. For both of you."

"Yeah. You're sure Chris is OK? You saw him?"

"He'll be fine."

"The disk? Was it damaged? Did you find it?" They'd got it from the survey station, and if it was lost the entire mission had been a waste.

"Sure did. It was in Chris' suit. If you'd been carrying it, the cold and the wet would have ruined it. And Richards is working on it right now. Oh - Malone said he was glad you got out of there."

Sam sighed. The mission was over. The disk was in the right hands. And both he and his partner had come out of it alive.


*****

PART TWO

"Mr. Curtis, where's Mr. Keel? I need to talk to him." Malone barked at Sam who was working on a report at his desk. It was five days since they'd reached England again, and was in the office writing reports and tying up loose ends. He was better, but still not up to par - despite his assurances. In the end, he'd admitted that the doctors in London were right and was concentrating on getting back into shape. Keel was just out of hospital, and supposed to be recovering at home for another day or two at least before a full de-briefing.

"He's not at home, sir?"

"He should be, but apparently he's not answering. Perhaps you would like to find him and tell him to call me?"

Sam let out a sigh, wishing the old man could do his errands for himself. His partner was supposed to be resting, not being called back in or subject to one of Malone's question and answer sessions. The injuries had been serious, and Keel hadn't looked up to doing anything much yet.

He glanced over at Backup, who shook her head, and then picked up the phone.

After a few rings, the answering machine took over.

"It's Chris. I'm gardening, can't hear the phone. Leave a message or call me back."

Sam looked in pure amazement at the receiver in his hand. Since when did Chris have that message on his machine? Insiders knew his "garden" was a graveyard, but few others did. Was he really out there?

He tried the mobile phone and had no luck there, either. Sighing, he picked up his coat and headed for his partner's flat. Gardening indeed. Chris lived in a former boathouse that had been turned into apartments overlooking a graveyard. His American friend never seemed to mind but Sam had always found it strange, considering the way Chris had lost his wife. Chris, however, seemed to like it.

He rang the doorbell, but there was no answer.

"Wake up, Chris. C'mon, open up!"

Still silence.

Sam took out the spare key and let himself in. As usual the place was a mess, and once again Sam wondered how somebody this chaotic could be so precise in his work. Shoes, newspapers, a dirty T-shirt and an empty coke bottle were the first things he fell over as he walked in.

In the living room, however, music was playing - meaning his partner maybe hadn't heard the phone. This time, it was Puccini's "Nessun Dorma". Sam grinned, realising his partner could still surprise him with his unusual and broad taste in music. The woman's voice followed him as he turned around to check the bedroom, which was equally messy. But still no Chris.

He went towards the kitchen and nearly tripped over a pair of legs.

His partner, shoulder still heavily bandaged and dressed only in colourful boxer shorts, was lying unconscious on the kitchen floor in a bright yellow puddle. Obviously he'd been pouring orange juice, but both the carton and the glass had fallen off of the draining board. The glass was smashed to pieces on the floor, and Chris was lying amid the fragments.

Blood had streamed from his nose, and had mingled with the juice to form a strange, brilliant orange. Sam gasped, horrified, and thumbed the emergency button on his mobile phone as he dropped to his knees beside his partner's limp body.

"Chris? It's me, Sam."

Chris was cold and still, and the pulse in his neck was thready and irregular. He must have been there some time, Sam realised, seeing the juice already drying, sticky against his fingers. Running to the living room, he grabbed a cushion and slid it gently under the spiky brown hair. The American shivered, suddenly, and his lashes fluttered.

"Chris, can you hear me? Open your eyes. Come on, buddy, look at me." Sam tried.

Suddenly Chris seemed to curl up in pain, and he moaned. The sheer agony of it showed on his face, and Sam instinctively reached for his partner's hand, trying to offer comfort as the clutching fingers squeezed it so hard that it hurt.

"Ambulance is on its way, Chris. It's okay… they're coming."

Again, a moan that cut into Sam like a knife. So much pain. Oh, Jesus, what was taking them so fucking long?

*****

Sam rested his head against the cool glass that separated him from the room beyond. He could see just a little of Chris' body there. Tubes and apparatus seemed to be all over the still body.

Everything had happened like in some sort of a dream. The ambulance had arrived and the team had found Sam holding Chris in his arms, trying to soothe the throes of what seemed like sheer agony. Chris had come round just for a second, his blue eyes searching for the silver-green ones. In them, Sam had registered something he had not seen before. Despair - genuine despair. Then he'd cried out silently as the pain took hold again and had then mercifully, slid into unconsciousness. Cold as he seemed, sweat was pouring from him.

The medical staff had rushed him away, and Sam was bombarded by questions. Had he noticed anything earlier? Had Keel ever had these symptoms before? Had he been complaining about headaches or other pains? Had he seen this fever before? They kept reappearing, never satisfied, but then Sam was alone in the hallway, worry clutching at him.

Malone soon arrived, followed by Backus, and he had to explain it all again, still numbed from the terrible discovery.

They waited for what seemed like an eternity, until a doctor dressed in green, blood-soaked operating scrubs headed their way. He took off the cap he was wearing and ruffled an absent hand through non-existant hair.
All that blood, Sam thought. Just like on the floor. Backus, too, barely repressed a shudder.

The doctor saw the expression on her face and raised his hands in an apology.

"Don't be alarmed, miss. I was called away from surgery and didn't have time to change yet. This is not your friend's."

Malone straightened his back, obviously making an effort to keep that characteristic indifference.

"Well, doctor, can you tell us something?" he said, keeping his voice as flat as possible.

"There is something wrong with his blood. It is too early yet to determine what is causing the pain or even to be able to know what is going on. He's on heavy painkillers right now, but because of the nature of this ... this seizure I am reluctant to give him more medication. You cannot go in. We must keep every form of infection out. Even the slightest virus you could be carrying could be fatal to his immune system at this point."
Backup spoke, in carefully chosen words.

"Doctor, he was given a blood transfusion. Could that be the cause of this? Could he have received the wrong type?"

"No." the doctor replied firmly. "It would have showed up within 24 hours and killed him. I've seen the file. It's been... what... five days? I have ordered more blood work, but that scenario doesn't apply here."

"And what about the injuries? An infection of some kind?"

"That would have shown immediately with the first blood run. Besides, the wound looks clean and healthy."

"He was attacked by a polar bear, doctor." Backup tried again. "Could that account for something?"
He let out an understanding but tired sigh and once again rubbed his hairless head.

"Miss, I understand your worry but I cannot go about making bold assumptions that I cannot prove. I need scientific evidence and I cannot give him anything if I don't understand what is going on. And to be honest, we're absolutely in the dark right now."

He shrugged an apology, nodded a curt greeting and turned on his soft, white shoes. Just before opening an orange-painted door he paused.

"Which of you gentlemen is Mr. Curtis?" he asked.

"I am." Sam replied softly.

"I would appreciate it if you left your telephone number at the desk."

The message hit Sam in the stomach. He had witnessed Chris in terrible circumstances but his partner had always come out of it. Given time, broken bones had mended and the cuts and bruises had healed. That had always been a - a controllable state. But now this? Nobody knew what was happening, and now his friend was desperately ill with a frightening yet unidentified disease.

Sam had witnessed the pain, knowing just how bad it had been. And then that request for his number, meaning they'd call him if… God, no, was he actually implying that? Had the physician seen Chris drifting off towards the inevitable? Had he meant that Chris was not going to survive this?

Sam shook his head to chase the dark thoughts away. Malone had spoken but he had not registered anything of it. He had to force himself to pay attention to what the man was saying.

"Sorry, sir?"

"I said, Mr. Curtis, that you can have the day off tomorrow. Let me know if there's any change. Miss Backus, I want you fit and ready, so go home in time tonight and get some sleep."

The two operatives nodded and looked as the older man in the dark grey suit walked away from them, through the swing doors and off to the world outside.

*****

Backup locked the door behind her. Before she could even turn the lights on, a small tabby cat twisted around her legs meowing loudly and purring at the same time. It sounded like a little engine running and Backup loved it - it made her feel welcome and at home. She picked her up, stroked and tickled her behind the ears, murmuring in the animal's ear. The cat pushed herself against her owner's face and purred even louder.

"Hello Nino. Glad I'm back? The boss sent me home. You must be hungry, huh? You want some kitty food?" She went into the kitchen of the small but cosy apartment, fed her four-legged companion and made herself a cup of Earl Grey.

She lowered herself down on the kitchen floor after a while, and watched the little tabby eat her meal.

Her mind drifted back to the hospital and Chris' ashen face, traces of blood from the nosebleed still visible. She liked the American a lot. And she too, had realised the doctor had carefully steered them into a direction that she didn't want to accept. She wasn't ready to for it - this just couldn't be true. Chris? Die on them? Impossible. Physically he was stronger than a horse and mentally he had shown surprising flexibility. Every case he had been working on somehow had made him a stronger person, more complete, even. She liked him for his good humour, his energy and the constant bantering with his partner. Chris - like Sam - was one of the few who didn't see her as just a piece of the furniture. He was very much aware of her potential and had relied on and trusted her more than once.

This couldn't happen. Mustn't happen. Not to Chris. And what would it do to Sam?

Nino had finished, washed herself and jumped, satisfied, into her lap so she got up, holding the little cat in her arms and strolled into the living room. It had the typical feminine touch that turns a place into a home. Tasteful paintings decorated the walls and many African artefacts were displayed throughout the room. Backup had a soft spot for African culture and collected all kinds of objects from the continent.

She walked over to a beautifully carved cupboard and opened it. A very effective computer system was hidden behind the door, and she turned the machine on, sitting down with the Earl Grey on the table and Nino comfortably installed in her lap.

For hours she surfed the Internet. Long ago, she had programmed a search engine with a highly effective filter, and now used it, first to research into illnesses. She entered the symptoms that Chris had displayed, and all that gave her was a frightening mixture of mild ailments and terminal diseases.

Suddenly, she felt extraordinarily ignorant, and abandoned that direction after a few hours to concentrate on polar bears. There, there was nothing much she didn't know already: their huge height, weight and the general misconception that they were slow and fat. She remembered seeing Chris brought in covered with deep gashes, and shivered. Both men had superb reflexes, but they still hadn't been able to get away from its deceptive speed, mainly thanks to their accident and the cold.

She looked at everything she could find on animals transmitting diseases to humans and was surprised about the wealth of those. Even Nino, happily sleeping in her lap, was a potential cause of danger. Diseases spread by rats and parrots were notorious, but there was so much more - and yet none of them linked to what she'd seen with Chris.

She jumped as her mobile phone rang. It was Richards.

"Hey, Canada's fairest. You're still up?" He never ever called her Tina or Backup - she had come to understand that it was his way of expressing his appreciation for her. So she grinned into the phone and listened. "I passed your place, saw the lights on. I'm right outside."

"Hi. Yeah, I couldn't sleep with everything going on. Been surfing for some time."

"Some time? When was the last time you looked at your watch?"

To her surprise, Backup saw it was nearly morning. She sighed, blinked her eyes to get rid of the tension from so many hours in front of the screen, and told him to come up and have an early breakfast.
He did, as the first streaks of daylight were slowly emerging in the East.

*****

Sam hadn't slept much either that night. He had seen doctors and nurses coming and going in and out of his partner's room, speaking with grim expressions on their faces that only emphasised their concern. The seriousness of the case was really striking home now.

Time and time again his thoughts had been forced into one direction - Chris dying. His mind had wandered to cases they'd worked on in the past, and numerous places and faces came and went. Letting his thoughts roam, he had been incapable of calming the constant pounding of his heart and the fear inside him.

Exhausted, finally, he had eventually dozed off in the early hours before dawn.

When he woke up after a few hours of confusing dreams, the first thing he saw was a small woman standing in front of the window that separated the hallway from the IC unit. She stood very still, her eyes cast on the man in the bed who looked, even from this distance, even weaker than the day before.

"Fanny!" Sam got to his feet.

She turned around, a huge smile almost dividing her face in two.

"Sam. Didn't have the heart to wake you."

He stepped over to her and they hugged, holding each other tight and sharing the desperate fears they both felt just by touching.

"How did you get here?" Sam asked, as he reluctantly let go of her.

"Backup sent me an e-mail yesterday evening. I took the first plane."

They stepped over to the glass. Chris was shifting restlessly in the bed, where during the night someone had put up sidebars to prevent the patient from falling out. He had curled up to one side, clenching his arms around his body as if to protect it from the agony. The pain had turned his face ashen, and his eyes were sunken and bruised-looking. Just like all night, he was motionless for a few moments, then began moaning and tossing and turning to his other side. From there things would begin again, an endless loop of misery.

"What happened to him, Sam? Can't they do anything to help him?" Fanny asked, the sadness and fear in her voice all too evident.

Sam had forgotten just how delightful the young woman was. She and the CI5 operatives had met the previous year in a joint case with the Dutch police - one that had lead them into a gruesome affair of female slavery. Chris had fallen for her in a big way, and had long fought with guilt when Fanny Waterman had been severely injured in the line of duty. The tiny hearing aid and the slightly hoarse voice were battle scars that would remain with her for the rest of her life.

It had taken Sam a lot of effort to get Chris to accept that it hadn't been his fault and that his guilt would not help her, he reflected. But the biggest help had come from Fanny herself. She had never, not even once, blamed anyone. It was the past, she'd said, and had let Chris deal with his worries by listening and talking, and after a time he'd seemed to be able to cope with it better. A considerable amount of his spare time seemed to be spent on flights to Holland these days, Sam thought to himself. Until…

Sam touched her elbow, trying to find strength from somewhere, and ushered her to the door.

"Come on, Fanny. I could use some caffeine and maybe something to eat."

*****

Sam knew that Chris and Fanny had kept in touch and now, as he was talking to her, he began to realise once again why Chris was so fond of her. She was a good listener.

He told her everything that had happened and she didn't interrupt him once. Her warm, compassionate personality encouraged him to continue and while dawn slowly broke over the outside world, he gave way to the feelings and fears that had never left him all through the night.

The first shift of staff were coming into the hospital cafeteria, and soon their lighthearted morning conversation became louder as the number of people increased. Just as Sam wanted to ask Fanny where she was staying, his cell phone rang with Backup on the other end.

"I have to go," he told her, sighing. "Orders. Look, here's the key to the hospital locker where they put Chris' things. Chris' cell phone is in there too. Get it and call me if there's any change. Just press the "1" and you'll be talking to me."

"Okay, I will." She smiled reassuringly as she noticed his hesitation. "Go, Sam. You'll be the first one to know."

Emotions not far from the surface, he bent over to her and kissed her softly on the cheek.

"Thanks for coming, Fanny."

Her hazel eyes found his green ones. "Go, Sam." She just said calmly.

He left, leaving her with his half-emptied coffee cup and a half-eaten sandwich.

*****

Richards and Backup had come in early and were surprised to find they were not the first ones. Malone already was already at his desk behind a pile of paper, and was buried in a folder. The strain in his face was a mere reflection of the tiredness every agent involved were feeling, Backup decided.

She and Richards were put to work on a case involving the protection of three foreign diplomats. Richards started allocating tasks, and Backup, looking at the files on the people and places involved, suddenly had an idea. One of them was a former doctor. What if she got hold of the doctor on the Laetitia? Maybe he had some idea, especially if it was something Chris had picked up from the bear. Surely he'd be an expert in illnesses relating to cold or exposure, too? Well, it was an idea. She racked her brains to recall his name, but realised it shouldn't be too hard too find out.

She had tossed aside the files for a second, hit a few keys and opened the Greenland case. Her eyes flew over the words. There is was: agents 3.7 and 4.5... assigned to get hold of a compact disc....vital information...a surveillance station.... possible power plant... She scrolled on. There was the part about the rescue of her team-mates... helicopter rescue... marine vessel class II, commanding officer captain Roger Herbert... Laetitia... hypothermia….severe blood loss... Doctor Jeffrey Gerkowitz....

Backup stopped, confused. That name didn't ring a bell, of that she was certain. She searched some more. She entered a different database and ran through the personnel files of the Laetitia. And suddenly she began to remember: Malm. No. Not Malm, Molnit. No... no... no. Malnit. That was it!

Again she typed rapid entries, and when the results began to come in, she knew she was onto something. Backup picked up the phone and dialled Sam's number.

*****


PART THREE

Although it was still quite early, there was already a lot of activity at HQ. Sam rushed straight through to Backup's workstation where both she and Richards were at work, deeply concentrated.

"What's up, Backup?" Sam didn't waste any time on small talk. "What did you find?"

She startled to his voice, returning to earth from the absolute focus on her screen. She waved towards it, now.

"Something very peculiar on our friendly doctor from the Laetitia. Is this the guy who treated you?"

Sam nodded thoughtfully, noting the silver hair and unusual face. Then he nodded.

"He's not one of the regular crew of the Laetitia" Backup explained. "He assisted there - apparently, it's not unusual for local doctors to offer their services when regular crew members are on leave. So he embarked just a few days before we did."

"And?"

"I did some background checking on the man. I entered his records and guess what? Malnit was a leading scientist in blood research in Denmark. He was financed for years by all kinds of international blood banks, but as a result of too few concrete results, his funding dried up and was finally cut altogether. He gave up his research, moved back to his homeland - Greenland - and started working as a GP."

She saw the grim look on Sam's face and pushed a few keys on her keyboard, turning the screen a little towards him so that he could see the face more clearly. Then she saw a dark, dangerous expression fill the grey-green eyes.

"There's more," she added. "As I was scanning his files I came across another Malnit in the list of physicians: his son."

"What about him?"

"Bertil Malnit studied medicine in Copenhagen. He was a young and promising physician, and then something went wrong. He lost a child during a simple operation. The official reports call it incompetence but the word has it he was drunk at the time, so he was expelled from the official register in Denmark. He lives in the same town as his father, but they don't seem to be on speaking terms. He assists at the local hospital and works with the flying doctor service in Greenland. Medical staff is hard to get up there, so I'm assuming he manages to get some work even with dubious credentials. That's only my take on it, though."

She rubbed her neck with slender fingers, starting to feel the lack of sleep - it always started there, just above her shoulders.

"Go on, Miss Backus." Malone's voice made both of them look up. They hadn't heard him entering, nor noticed him listening to Backup's explanation. He too, was worried, Backup knew - otherwise he would have told her that she had to be working on her assignment instead of poking around on an old case.
She turned to her screen again and entered some quick commands.

"This was what struck me most, sir. Directly after his arrival on the ship he had blood tests run on every person aboard. The official reason was a probable infection of staphylococcus. But nothing was found."

The faces of both father and son Malnit appeared on screen now, plus a description of both men. Backup tapped at the screen with a fingernail. Malnit was a widower; his wife and the mother of his sons had died of cancer. Bertil was the middle son of three - one had died of blood cancer as well. There was no data available on the youngest of the three.

"A stand-in for the ship's doctor with a history in haematology, an extensive blood test on every crew member, and finally Chris seriously ill after being there - what does this tell us, Backup?" Sam commented as he counted on his fingers. "Too much of a coincidence, wouldn't you say?"

Backup didn't reply but looked at Malone instead.

The CI5 controller stood there, obviously thinking hard. Backup and Sam looked at each other, and she knew - as did the two men - that they had to get back to Greenland.

Malone turned to them, pointing his finger at them and said:

"Get a chopper ready. I want you to interrogate Malnit senior. See what you can come up with on junior. Mr. Spencer? Call for appropriate support in Lejestud. Now. Mr. Curtis, Miss Backup, keep me informed. Dismissed."

"Spence?" Curtis asked suddenly.

"What, Sam?"

"Ask them to have two Inuit suits ready."

*****

During the afternoon, the tossing and turning calmed a little, and Fanny saw Chris starting to relax. He didn't look as feverish, and his breathing was less shallow. All this seemed to indicate that the pain was subsiding, and what was more, he fell asleep.

As the evening came, he opened his eyes and looked around him and then registered amazement and immense pleasure as he recognised his visitor. After two doctors examined him, one of the nurses came over to Fanny and told her she could visit the patient, just for a few minutes.

Chris looked at the redhead who quietly stepped into his unit. Her voice still sounded hoarse, but it somehow was beautiful music after the time he had seen her unable to speak at all. She smiled, regular white teeth showing and stepped closer to him - then planted a tender kiss on his forehead.

"I'm not supposed to touch you. They're afraid you might catch something."

"From you? A bad case of loving you, maybe." Chris was so pleased to see her that he felt better at once.

"How did you get here? How long have you been here?"

"I arrived early this morning. Backup mailed me. I met Sam and he told me what happened. How do you feel?"

"Er… fine," he lied. "I've seen better days, but I'm alright. I remember being in pain and feeling nauseous - not much else. Judging from the sore muscles, it almost feels like the flu, but from the way they're acting it was a bit more than that."

Fanny nodded. She touched his cheek and then ran her fingers through his short hair.

"A bit more, yes. You had us worried there."

Chris saw the truth in her eyes. Worried was an understatement.

"Ah, well you know me. If I do something, I do it properly." He tried to brush away her worry. "By the way, where's Sam?"

"He was called over to HQ, this morning. He gave me your cell phone and asked me to call if there was any change. So I did phone him an hour ago, but he was out of reach. I'll try again later."

Chris brought his hand to her face and touched it lovingly. He had gone through hell - but this wonderful woman made him feel like he was close to heaven right now. He didn't doubt for a second that he would be fine. A good night's rest, and tomorrow he would go home and have a great time with Fanny by his side.

*****

Greenland had been blinding by its overwhelming brightness the first time Sam had been there. The cold had been intense, and of course his involuntary dive into the icy water had only taught him not to underestimate the powers of nature.

All the same, both he and Backup were totally unprepared for the freezing cold wind that blew, storm-like, over the Greenland landscape. The gruesome cold seemed to cut straight to the bone as they got out of the helicopter. Sam saw Backup narrowing her eyes to protect them from the cold and the effect it was having on her.

"You okay, Backup?" he shouted to make himself heard over the storm.

"Geez, Sam, this is what I call cold," she yelled back with chattering teeth, holding firmly on to the hood of her down parka.

They ran into the barracks near the airstrip where all the equipment Spencer had asked for was ready. One of the crewmembers there pointed out on a map how they could get to Fakseplads and took them to a big four-wheel drive Landrover.

Heavy snow and blizzards were predicted and the Greenlander seemed to be concerned for their health as he asked them several times if they were certain they would want to leave now. But the two operatives wanted to get going.

Sam couldn't shake off the constant, niggling feeling of having to hurry - always fearing that his partner was getting worse. He tried to contact HQ, but the weather was bad and too much atmospheric disturbance made it impossible to either phone or radio to CI5.

Backup slid into the Inuit suit, and commented on the comforting warmth the minute she put the trousers on. She wouldn't win a prize in a beauty contest, she informed Sam wryly, but staying warm seemed like a better idea.

Sam hauled himself into a similar suit, too. The crewman had warned them not to stay out in the open air for too long - the ice cold wind could freeze them faster than they would realise. After thanking the kind man for his words, they got into the Landrover and drove out of the barracks.

Fakseplads had no street names. It was a small community and apparently everyone knew everyone else: most houses had names painted on the façades.

Backup was going after the son, Bertil Malnit. She dropped Sam off close to the house where Malnit senior was supposed to live, which was called "Der Grüne Apfel ". In German, Sam knew, it meant The Green Apple. Why on earth anyone would choose such a name in Greenland was a mystery to him. The Frozen Apple would have been more appropriate.

It was a big, lime green painted house at the right side of the road. There was no yard or garden, only a small white fence with a mailbox placed a few yards around the house. As it was almost evening and turning dark outside, lights were on inside.

"That's it. Judging from the lights, there's someone home".

"What do you want me to do, Sam? Shall I go round the back while you talk to the esteemed doctor?" Backup suggested, while preparing herself to get out of the car's warmth.

In a flash it occurred to Sam that Chris never asked such things. He... he just did it. They were so completely used to working together that there was no need to discuss it - they simply knew what to do. Backup was competent - efficient - but she wasn't Chris. And again, Sam was stabbed by the threat of losing his friend.

"No, Backup. I'll be okay. You go and find the son - it's only a few streets further. And be careful, hey?"

He opened the car door, got out and the same moment his R/T crackled. Backup, who had moved over to the driver's seat, looked at Sam's face and saw a smile appear. She couldn't hear what he said as she was adjusting her own gear but liked what she saw.

"That was the helicopter pilot with a message from HQ. Seems Chris has taken a turn for the better. Fanny called." The relief on his face was so obvious that it made Backup chuckle.

"What?" Sam raised his eyebrows questioning.

"Nothing. Never mind." She grinned at him. "Just that you look as relieved as I felt when you finally came round in that tub, worried about being 'not decent'".

Before he could react to that, she was gone.

*****

PART FOUR

After ringing the bell, the door was opened by a middle-aged woman who answered his request to speak with the doctor with a suspicious frown. She showed him to a small, empty waiting room and left him there, and then disappeared in one of the adjacent rooms.

She came back a minute later saying that the doctor was busy with a patient, but if he cared to wait for ten minutes, he would be available. Would he like some tea in the meantime?

It was a little stuffy and warm inside, so Sam hung the thick Inuit suit on the hallstand and drank the hot tea she'd brought him. He waited for fifteen minutes, maybe even more. Psychological warfare? Maybe they hoped to make him uncomfortable? Or maybe there was a patient in the room. Two more minutes, then he would go over there out of his own accord, he decided.

But then he heard a door opening and voices outside. When he peered into the hallway he saw the white-headed doctor help an old lady to the way out.

Then Doctor Jens Malnit came to the waiting room. He was in his early fifties, and now Sam realised what was strange about him. He had one deep brown and one pale blue eye which, together with the snowy white hair, brow and lashes made his whole appearance bizarre. The smug smile was far too obvious, too, as he waited for Sam to begin.

"Doctor Malnit, do you remember me?" Sam asked, and the older man shook his head slowly. Slow, that was the key word for him, Sam suddenly recalled.

"With whom do we have the pleasure?" he asked slowly, each syllable pronounced carefully. His English was interwoven with an accent, Danish or German maybe.

"Curtis. You treated me on the Laetitia for hypothermia."

"Ah, yes, now I know."

Sam didn't beat about the bush. "I'd like to ask you a few questions."

"Concerning…?"

"Concerning blood." Sam said curtly.

He didn't appreciate the man's air of arrogance, but tried hard to disguise it. It was the only lead they had. Malnit swung the door open and let him to his office, where he immediately went and sat behind a large, expensive-looking oak desk. He ordered the sullen woman to bring in tea and she came in almost right away. When she had left, closing the door behind her, he put his fingertips together and smiled patronisingly.

"What can we do to help you, Mr… Curtis, wasn't it?"

He speaks in the plural, Sam thought, disgusted. Fine, if he wants it that way, he can have it that way.

"I want to know what you were doing aboard the Laetitia. Why you ordered a blood test for the entire crew. And how this is linked to my colleague's sudden illness."

There was no change in the doctor's face. He kept silent for a minute or so, trying to build up suspense as a speaker would do before revealing the Oscar winners. Sam tightened his jaw - it was difficult to keep control, but he also knew that losing his temper would only give the doctor an advantage.

Keep cool, Curtis, he told himself.

"Let me guess." the slow voice began. He even blinked his eerie eyes in slow motion. "It started five days after a blood transfusion. Your agent got a nosebleed. Then he was hit by a spell of dizziness - and passed out as a result of the two. Then he required hospitalisation with high fever and considerable pain. Am I right so far?"

Sam nodded, but the doctor needed little encouragement - he liked the sound of his own voice a great deal.

"The doctors could only tell you that something was wrong with his blood. They performed all kinds of tests, but had no idea how to treat him. That is difficult, when they had no idea of what was wrong, of course."

He leant back in his large, comfortable chair, whose dark leather made his hair look even whiter. His lower lip jutted out, thoughtfully.

"Has he gone into phase two already? After the sudden yet short remission?"

Phase two? Oh, God. The tightness in Sam's stomach was back, and his throat constricted as he realised the implications of the last few words.

"Phase two is strange, isn't it? Cruel even, after 36 hours. To all appearances, the patient is getting better, while in fact the body is preparing itself for phase three: the final struggle and the inevitable end."

Sam broke loose from the chain of thoughts that this man had hung around his neck.

"What have you done to him, for Christ's sake?" he shouted, jumping up and grabbing the man's collar. He was so self-assured, so goddamn certain of his own superiority, that Sam had to fight the temptation to put a fist into the smug face.

"Relax, Mr. Curtis. I believe you are entitled to some explanation." Malnit corrected his clothing where Sam had grasped it, and looked at him with disdain.

"I have spent many years on research into blood. Something I believe that is not exactly standard learning material in your...er... line of work."

Keep cool, Curtis, Sam repeated to himself. Something blurred his vision for a fleeting moment, but he didn't pay attention to it.

"So we" - the plural was back again - "shall explain it in a way that a layman like yourself can understand.
Be patient. For Chris' sake.

"Now," Malnit continued. "You will undoubtedly know there are four main blood groups: O, A, B and AB. The most common are O and A, which account for 70% and 20% of the population respectively. B is less normal - approximately 5% - and AB is a rarity. Less than 0,20% of humanity has this particular type."

"I know that, but…"

"Hear me out, please, Mr. Curtis. A second typical part is the Rhesus factor: positive or negative. It would be too much to start and explain about that, so let's leave it for now."

Sam listened, still in the grip of the horrible realisation that Chris was only in remission. What was he going to do? What could he do? He forced himself to observe his surroundings while he listened, noting that there were two more doors in the room. One of them had a small pictogram that showed it to be a dressing room or locker. The other one was not labelled. Behind the doctor's table were high, shuttered windows, with the wind howling behind them.

"So, let's skip 30 years of hard work and begin at the moment of my discovery of a rare and unique antibody in the blood type O and A. Let us call the element anti-Jx. I - and I alone- discovered that this anti-Jx element contained a substance that, after extensive processing, could attach itself to certain cancer cells and stop the process of multiplication."

Sam could not help but interrupt, then. The doctor blew over his tea and then took a sip.

"That's quite a discovery. If you are able to stop healthy cells from turning into cancer cells you have the key to the cure for one of the most world's most feared diseases in your hand. But that's no excuse for using human guinea pigs, for Christ's sake."

Malnit put the teacup down. The haughty look was back, and he ignored Sam completely, continuing his lecture.

"The problem was how to get anti-Jx from the blood. Hundreds of tests on lab rats showed it could only come free after an injection directly prior to a blood transfusion. This injection, however, stopped the production of the antibody in the body itself. A blood transfusion did not help as the body could not filter the anti-Jx back into the system - nor set the production running again."

"What happened to the lab rats? After they had received that injection?" Sam began to see which way this was heading and he didn't like it one bit.

"They died. We were on the verge of finding out how to get the production initiated again, when the finances were cut." he sighed theatrically. "We understand that it must have been rather gruesome to see hundreds of rat cadavers instead of results. And it is so difficult to find the correct blood type - only ONE sample in the entire crew of the Laetitia."

"And then you found Keel, who needed a blood transfusion. How very convenient," Sam spat, barely able to contain himself. But Malnit ignored him.

"Precisely. Now, before phase two - as your colleague is now experiencing, judging by my calculations, comes a small revival for a short period. The body somehow finds some resources and for eight to twelve hours the patient will be feeling better. After that, death follows soon."

"You used him," Sam said slowly but his blood was boiling. "Chris has that antibody, hasn't he? He has O and that fucking anti-Jx-thing. You found out and used that to extract the anti-Jx and injected him with that... that stuff. And now he's going to die because you wanted to continue with your research."

He half-realised the dizziness was increasing as he started to get to his feet, and his balance was off - this time he could hardly ignore it. Fuck - what was happening?!

"Mr. Curtis," again the soothing, patronising way of speaking. "What charges will you press? I gave him back his life. How will you ever prove that his illness was my doing? My expertise was needed on the ship and I saved you and sewed up the injuries on your colleague's body. I daresay you wouldn't be standing here if I hadn't been there."

A strange look came over the doctor's face. He folded his hands and brought them devoutly to his chin - closing his eyes for just one second to indulge in a view he could only see for himself.

"Just think of what this will mean: the name Malnit connected to the Nobel Prize."

"You bastard," Sam hissed. "You're killing my partner just to get your name up in neon lights, aren't you?" He clenched his hands around the armrests of the chair, fighting the increasing weakness and ready to get his pistol out.

"Wrong, Mr. Curtis. So wrong. If by sacrificing your partner, you could save the lives of thousands of people, wouldn't you be prepared to go ahead?"

"No! I wouldn't sacrifice a human life - either mine or Keel's. I'm not God!"

Sam was furious. The self-assured way in which this man had described his work almost offended him more than the actual crime itself. He made it sound like an achievement - like he should be cheered for killing Chris just to achieve a scientific goal.

But why did he feel so strange? He blinked his eyes a couple of times to try and focus. And then he knew what the doctor had done, and no amount of control could make him fight it.

Again, Malnit spoke but this time his voice seemed to come from far, one pale blue eye and the other very dark glistening at the prospect of fame beyond his wildest dreams.

"And the beauty of it all is that this time, I managed to isolate the blocker - at least I think I found a way to boost it. It needs to be tested, still. Of course your friend deserves to be posthumously honoured for this. His family will be proud of him."

Sam straightened his shoulders and said, through clenched teeth, "I am his family and I will kill you with my bare hands if he dies."

And he would have, if he'd have had the energy to even get to his pistol.

The doctor only leant back in his chair and smiled haughtily.

"There is nothing you can do, Mister Curtis. Because you won't be around to tell the story - much as I'm sure you've enjoyed listening as much as I've enjoyed tell you."

Sam's legs suddenly refused to carry him. He saw the doctor at the centre of a spinning, whirling room, and then slowly sank to the floor, to be embraced by darkness.

*****

Backup had entered the son's house carefully from the back. She found the doors unlocked, to her surprise, and slowly looked around in the hallway. The first room was a small office and she began looking in the cupboards and drawers. She found files of patients, names of fellow physicians in several countries in the world, addresses and telephone numbers plus some specialist literature. Nothing uncommon. The computer was too old to surprise Backup and provided her with nothing to go on, or at least until she'd finished looking elsewhere.

She stood up and decided to check out the house. Kitchen, bathroom, living room, dining room, bed room. Apparently both working area and private quarters were one and the same. The final door was painted blue and had a label "laboratory", but that one was locked, but the electronic pick soon solved that one.

The first thing that struck her were the dozens of test tubes, filled with red fluid, neatly organised in large wire containers. Each tube was labelled with information about its content. She looked around to see names and dates on the labels and carefully headed further.

Just as she was about to continue, something caught her eye. One tiny phial had a label that said C. Keel - May 2000 - unit 6A.

Good girl, Tina, you were right all along, she said to herself. She didn't know what the unit stood for - but she would soon find out.

Slowly, she opened another blue door and found herself in a small research facility, where a man was sitting behind a large microscope and studied it in deep concentration.

He startled as Backup suddenly stepped in from the other room. He looked at her in surprise, and said something she didn't understand. Hiding the gun behind her back, she looked calmly at Bertil Malnit.

"I'm sorry, I don't speak your language."

"Oh? Well, who are you and how can I help you?" he spoke slowly and got up from the stool. The man's eyes were remarkable - a light, icy blue.

"I am a special services agent. I am investigating the serious illness of my colleague Chris Keel, whose blood is in one of the test tubes in your laboratory.

Bertil Malnit just nodded, so she continued.

"I want to know what your father was doing on board the Laetitia, and what he did to my colleague to make him so sick. And how you're involved. " The directness of her harsh words had the desired effect. He coloured.

"Your colleague, he's ill?" he stuttered.

Either, Backup thought, he's an excellent liar and actor or he's genuinely shocked.
He waved her to take a seat, but she spread her legs a little and defensively crossed her arms, the gun visible in her right hand.

Malnit junior, however, sat down. He wiped his forehead, still looking shocked. After a moment, he ruffled his hands through his short hair and looked at her, sadly.

"He's done it again, the bastard. Doctor Death..."

"Your father? I'm listening."

*****

The night nurse looked disapprovingly at the man who pulled the robe a little tighter around his body. This was the same patient who had been in so much pain that morning, who had alarmed them by his faltering heartbeat and his high fever. Now, he was looking at her mischievously, his cheeks dimpling as he laughed.

"Don't give me that look, nurse. I won't tell anyone if you won't."

That made her even angrier.

"You can't just wander off alone."

"Just a walk to the cafeteria, downstairs. I'm pretty fed up with these grey walls. And besides, I'm not alone."

Fanny bit her lip to hide her amusement. This was the Chris she knew, the way she'd come to like him so much - although the nurse was not at all pleased with his plans.

"Come on, Fan, move that beautiful body of yours." Chris urged her to get out of the room and away from the nurse's disapproving looks.

"I won't leave his side", she promised the nurse.

She hooked her arm through his and they strolled calmly through the hall way to the elevators. Chris, who felt a great deal better now than he had just a few hours earlier, was delighted to see the young Dutchwoman, and could see her own pleasure to be there.

"How long can you stay in England?"

"Well, I left in rather a hurry, but I didn't say how long I'd be staying. So let's say I'll be around as long as you need me."

She pushed the lift button, and Chris put his hand over hers. He looked into her hazel eyes and was once more overwhelmed with a tantalising feeling. Why had he ever let her stay in Rotterdam?

"Fanny, stay. Don't go back. I want you to live closer. I hate you being so far away."

The doors opened after a "ping" and they got into the empty lift.

The petite woman put her hands on his shoulders, stood on tiptoe and kissed him gently.

"It wouldn't last, Chris," she said gently yet honestly. "We'd both be too worried about each other for it to really work. We'd just be a liability to each other. I couldn't bear to think you were hurt because your mind wasn't on the job. And besides, this isn't the time to talk about that."

There was a companionable silence for a moment or two, and finally Chris raised his eyebrows and touched her hair.

"Will you promise me one thing?"

"Anything. What?"

"Marry me when we're toothless, wrinkled and only fit for a retirement home?"

She tilted her head to one side and burst out laughing. The sound was infectious, and Chris found himself joining her.

*****

Doctor Malnit nodded to himself, seeing that the drug in his guest's tea was now taking effect. He'd recognised Curtis immediately, but at least he seemed to be alone.

Somehow, this man with the icy green eyes had seen the link between the blood transfusion and his friend's illness - meaning he had to take desperate measures to make sure his work was not interrupted.

The middle-aged doctor had - more than had even expected - enjoyed telling him about his discovery. Finally, after all these years of secrecy, he had found somebody to listen to him. The fact that soon, the young man would be no longer around to spread the news even made him feel slightly disappointed, but that didn't last for long. Curtis was intelligent, and for that reason he could represent a genuine threat to both his work and the glory that was awaiting him.

He got up from the leather chair with a sigh, seeing the unconscious body slumped on the floor. Dragging Curtis by his armpits, he towed him out of his office and round to the garage at the back of the house. The only solution was to get rid of him immediately, so he managed to get him into his Jeep, which took considerable effort.

He opened the garage doors. It was now completely dark outside but there was a full moon shining its white light over the even whiter landscape. The wind howled, and the chill was deadly - not an evening to be outside. He pulled his scarf a little tighter, got behind the wheel of the car and drove off into the night. Curtis was out of it, limp and unresponsive in the passenger seat.

*****


PART FIVE

"Come on, Chris, you should get back to bed. You're starting to look tired." Fanny pushed her chair back and offered him her arm.

Then she made a face and cackled, pretending to be an old woman. "Be a good lad, and escort this lady, my dear, would you?"

Chris laughed and got up obediently. He did feel tired - more than he was willing to admit. A good night's rest was all he needed, though, and Fanny's presence had made him forget his weakness - in fact he really didn't want to be separated from her.

They walked slowly through the halls of the now silent hospital. It was late, visitors were long gone, most patients were asleep, and a great many of the doctors and nurses had gone home, changing shifts with fewer staff members.

"Your night nurse will be delighted you're back."

"I hate hospitals," Chris muttered and wrapped his undamaged arm around Fanny's waist. "They make me feel sick, even when I'm not. And I don't ...

He stopped abruptly, gasping, as the pain hit him. Alarmed, Fanny put her hand on his chest and looked at him.

"Chris? Chris, what's wrong?"

He looked at her, scared, unable to answer. The feeling was back. Out of the blue, he heard a buzzing in his head and suddenly he gagged, recognising the taste of iron in the back of his throat. His nose was bleeding - and bleeding a lot, almost as though someone had pricked a balloon filled with blood. It spilled out, fast, splattering both himself and Fanny.

He shuddered, fighting the pain then giving in to it, vaguely feeling his eyes start to roll and hearing a shocked Fanny screaming for help as he gave in to the dark and collapsed into her arms.

*****

Backup and Bertil Malnit approached his father's house, it didn't look any different from when Backup had dropped off Sam earlier and the same lights were still on. They got out of the car and rang the front door bell but no one answered.

Backup was worried, suddenly. It was most unlike Sam to wander off without telling her. Like so many other agents, she had developed an intuitive alarm system that warned her subconsciously about things that her mind hadn't even registered yet.

"We'll check the back."

She had listened to what Bertil Malnit had told her, but didn't know that it was almost the same story as Sam had been told - only Malnit junior was bitter and not at all proud of his father. He couldn't understand his father's persistence in trying to get on with this research that always killed its subjects. Each and every animal they'd tested, from lab rats to monkey, had died in agony. He'd told Tina that in his opinion, Mother Nature was not yet ready to release this secret to mankind yet. His father's ideas, he'd said, were immoral.

The younger Malnit had seemed genuinely shocked about her questions, and had told her that Keel's blood sample in his lab was one of many he received for testing every day. This one belonged to an entire lot - unit 6A, and he hadn't even checked it yet.

Backup, though remaining on her guard, somehow believed his sheer aversion to his father was genuine. The repulsion in the pale blue eyes darkened his entire face, and she'd realised there was little love lost between father and son.

They'd decided to go over to his father's house to join up with Sam and see if anything could be done to prevent things from getting worse. During the short ride, his worried look hadn't encouraged her, though, and neither did the few mumbled words that she didn't understand, although the tone certainly wasn't friendly.
Now, the two came round the corner of the house and Backup just pulled Bertil back in time as they saw Malnit senior closing the doors of his garage. Apparently he was cold and glad to be home. He didn't look up.

"He has a Jeep, a pick-up type, " Bertil Malnit whispered.

"So where has he been? A patient?"

Malnit shook his head slowly. His father would not visit a patient without his doctor's bag. And he had come out of the garage empty-handed, he told her.

The middle-aged doctor walked through the snow that had been brushed aside to the back door. He let himself in and locked the door behind him. Backup and her companion headed for the garage - it wasn't locked. There was no car in there but there was a snow scooter - and that was still warm. Backup took out her R/T to try and reach Sam once again, but there was no reply from either that or his mobile phone.

"Let's go and have a word with your father. Sam's been here, I know, I dropped him off."

The white-headed doctor opened the door to them. Seeming surprised to have visitors at this late hour of day, he opened the door carefully. But when he saw his son Bertil with a young attractive woman, he let them in. Backup noticed the tension between the two immediately. Bertil hadn't lied - he detested his father with all his soul and made absolutely no attempt to hide it.

Jens Malnit began talking but Bertil cut in rudely.

"Speak English. We - Miss Backus and I - want to know what you did to the American with the Jx-element. And we're not leaving here until you answer us. And where's the other agent?

"You're hardly in a position to demand anything." The elder man spoke almost soothingly. Backup, however, felt a shiver run up her spine at the very sight of him. She couldn't ever remember having seen anyone with eyes of a different colour - at least not to the remarkable extent he had. One was deep brown and the other very pale blue.

"Mr. Curtis, if that is the person you are referring to, asked if he could borrow my car. I told him he could and he left about half an hour ago."

"You're lying!" Backup bit angrily at him. "He would have let me known. Where is he? Did you inject him with that filth you're putting into harmless people as well?" Her dark eyes flashed fired at him.

Totally at ease, the doctor spread his hands in innocence, as if completely unaware of what they were referring to.

She ran to the doors, seeing that both the locker room and the laboratory, but Sam was in neither, although two men in the laboratory stared at her in surprise. Then, gun out, she went through the house, soon realising that Sam really was not there. She could still hear Jens and Bertil Malnit arguing in the office - the father cool, calm and patronising and the son snarling back accusingly.

Frustrated, she went back through the secretary's office again and past the waiting room, and stopped dead. The Inuit suit was hanging from the hall stand, and there was no way Sam would have gone outside it - and particularly after his last encounter with the Greenland cold. She grabbed it, fury mounting with every step, and then stopped dead as the voices suddenly fell silent.

Bertil Malnit was standing, breathing heavily, his head down. He looked up as she came in.

"He's dead," Bertil hissed bitterly. "Doctor Death is dead."

"You stupid fool," Backup said softly. She checked him for a pulse but the older man was not breathing, his strange eyes staring into nothingness. Bertil had pushed him against the oak desk during the final stages of their quarrel and broken his neck as he'd lost his balance and fell heavily.

And with his death, Chris' final hope of survival seemed to be lost.

*****

Sam opened his eyes slowly. He was hanging at an awkward angle and his neck hurt. The sight of stars disoriented him for a minute, and then he realised the moon was shining into the car window. What had woken him? The cold? No, his legs hurt. And what was he doing in the driver's seat of a strange car - and one that had ended up in a ditch?

He couldn't remember driving it or even being in it. In fact, the last thing he remembered was looking into a face - one with one brown and one blue eye.

Then he remembered. He'd been talking to Malnit, and then they'd drugged him - so he must have been dragged into the car and the doctor had let it crash. Looking around him and realising he was shivering, it looked as though he was in the middle of nowhere, with snow all around him glittering dully in the moonlight.
This was serious. He was trapped, and his legs were jammed between the smashed dashboard and the dented door. The slightest effort to move only brought even more pain as he could feel sharp steel cutting deeper into one of his calves - and he could feel the warm trickle of blood. His feet were already numb, which was dangerous. And oh, God, it was cold. One of the windows was smashed and the icy wind was blowing in.
He had to do something - maybe wedge something between the dashboard and seat and lever himself out that way. Leaning forward, he managed to reach the glove compartment and fiddled with stiff, cold fingers to open it, but it was disappointingly empty apart from a few receipts. Feeling around him, his fingers touched something smooth and metallic, but when they closed round it he groaned in frustration. The phone was smashed and useless.

Then, he felt something soft, smelling a little musty, and pulled it out. It was an old, hand-knitted sweater that had been stuffed under the seat. Awkwardly, he managed to put it on, wincing at the movement, but glad of the small comfort it gave.

Sam rested his head against the seat and closed his eyes. The effort had made him dizzy and tired, his head ached and the pain in his neck was rapidly getting worse. He closed his eyes and prayed that backup would arrive soon. Or that Backup in person would arrive soon. That wry little word play was the last thing that came to mind before he drifted off to a sleep-like state of oblivion - induced by the cold, the pain and the blood loss from deep cuts in both his legs.

Outside, the bright sky was rapidly turning grey. Soon, fresh snow would cover the Greenland landscape - and the wreckage that Sam was in.

*****

Backup stepped into the garage again, followed by Bertil Malnit. The two of them had been going through the house, this time a little less in haste - but nothing could provide them with answers as to where Sam had disappeared.

Thoughtfully, she looked at the red snow scooter. It was a handy, solid looking piece of transportation that had both wheels and skis for use on either roads or snow. Bertil muttered something behind her.

"What did you say?" Backup stopped, her thoughts interrupted.

"I said, he never used the thing. He had rheumatism and said it was too cold. Usually, it was strapped into the pick-up for emergencies, but he was always threatening to sell it. "

Strapped to the floor of the pick-up... Backup pinched the bridge of her nose and closed her eyes, thinking. They'd seen him leaving the garage, and the snow scooter was still warm, meaning he'd come back on it, although his son said he never used it.

"Mr. Malnit, can you drive this?" she asked.

He looked at her with surprise as she hastily tucked the Inuit suit in the compartment below the seat with some difficulty.

"Yeah, sure." he answered slowly.

"Then let's move. You drive, and we'll follow the tracks it's made. Sam's out there somewhere."

Bertil straightened his warm parka, put on his gloves and said resolutely:

"Then let's find him. There's a blizzard coming. If he's out there, he won't survive."

Backup jumped on behind him and Bertil started it up. Keeping their eyes to the ground, they moved fast, the bright headlights making it relatively easy to see the fresh tracks. She forgot about the cold, Malnit's death, and CI5, thinking only of getting to Sam before he froze to death. If, she reminded herself, he was still alive.

*****

"Sam, can you hear me? Sam, it's me, Backup. Open your eyes, Sam. Listen to me." Backup couldn't count how often she had said these words in the past ten minutes. They had found the Jeep and Sam trapped inside, injured and unconscious. She'd immediately covered him with the Inuit suit, realising he was chilled to the bone. Bertil Malnit had found a flask of brandy in one of the rear seat pockets and forced some between Sam's lips, which finally seemed to take effect.

Backup noticed the natural way in which the doctor in Malnit took over immediately. He checked out Sam quickly, professionally scanning and monitoring him. He talked to him, tried to get him to talk back, all the time taking care of his superficial injuries rapidly.

"He's stuck - his legs are jammed beneath the dashboard. We need an emergency rescue team to get him out." Backup flashed out her phone but before she could place a call, HQ called her instead, finally able to get through.

When she heard the bad news, she had to grab onto the wreckage, fighting to keep her feelings under control. How much worse could this get? Chris with a serious relapse, Sam trapped and hurt, and the doctor who could provide the answers dead. Oh, God, what a mess.

She took a deep breath, and spoke rapidly and calmly despite the torment of emotions inside, organising a rescue team. Spencer passed on Malone's instructions for her to stay with Sam until help arrived.

"No problem, Spence, I'll stay with him."

Suddenly, her arm was grabbed. Surprised, she realised it was Sam, pale and obviously in pain, but the strength behind the gesture was remarkable.

"There's an experimental blocker… some sort of a cure… in the lab at Malnit's," Sam whispered. The intense cold was slowing down his senses, including his speech, but she could see the pleading in his eyes.

"You have to get it, Backup, or Chris'll die. Was… only a remission before. He'll get worse again…"

She daren't tell him he already was.

"Sam, say that again. A cure? A cure for Chris?"

His teeth chattered as he answered them. "Yes. Malnit said he found the blocker."

"Did he show it to you? Have you actually seen it?" Bertil asked hurriedly.

"No. No, he didn't. He mentioned testing it, that's all. Go get it, Backup. There's nothing you can do for me here. I have to be cut out of the car - you haven't got the tools to get me out. So get on that snow scooter and go back to the lab." He let his head drop back, exhausted from the effort of speaking.

"I can't leave you alone. My orders are to stay with you."

"Backup," Sam spoke with difficulty, "You have to. For Chris. Get back to Malnit's house and force him give it to you."

She couldn't look him in the eyes. "Malnit's dead, Sam."

She saw the flicker of despair in the grey-green eyes as he spoke again, voice fading.

"Then you have to find it yourself."

She swallowed. How on earth would she know where to start?

"I've seen his laboratory, Sam, but I wouldn't know what to look for."

"But I would," Bertil calmly interrupted them, and turned to Sam. "You don't know me, and you probably don't trust me. But Jens Malnit is… was… my father. I can find it."

"Then go," Sam got the words out with an effort. "I'll be alright for now. Find the medicine and get HQ to have a plane ready to take you to London."

Desperately confused, Backup looked at Sam, feeling torn between guilt and a sense of duty. She was close to both Sam and Chris, and the thought of leaving an injured man alone in the snow was tearing her apart. If the rescue team didn't find him in time he would freeze to death. If she and Bertil Malnit didn't find the cure quickly enough, Chris would die. If they found it and it didn't work, Chris would also be condemned to a painful death and Sam's sacrifice would be in vain.

If she stayed with Sam, though, there was no hope at all for Chris. Sam was right, and she knew it.

"Sam, I… I don't want to leave you," she stuttered clumsily.

"I know, Backup, I know. But you have to - please. I'll be joining you before you know it."

She saw him fighting to grin at her, and realised the strength of his resolve.
Instinctively, she cupped her warm hands around his cold face, unknowingly repeating Keel's gesture back on the open snowfields. Meeting his eyes, she planted a gentle kiss on his forehead and then turned around, mounting the snow scooter.

She could feel the tears running down her cheeks as they drove off into the darkness. The wind, it's just the icy wind, she told herself.

*****

Despair hits hardest during loneliness. Sam knew that.

It was a struggle to keep his senses together when Backup and the man who had been with her left him. The thick fur suit protected him a little but he was already chilled to the bone, and the wind coming through the smashed window was growing fiercer by the minute. It was so tempting just to let himself drift into oblivion, but he knew that was wrong. Even so, his mind strayed into a half-waking dream of friends, fear, pain but better times, too. Times when he'd been with Chris, laughing, happy. And all the time, in the background, was an ever-present, creeping feeling of defeat. He'd probably failed to save his friend and partner, and now he was going to die in this desert of snow, never knowing if he'd succeeded or not.

More than 700 miles away, Chris' tormented dreams echoed Sam's own confused thoughts. Visions of CI5 mingled with those of the SEALS, his wife, his parents… a confusing cacophony of sounds and visions. A dark corridor seemed pulling him towards it. There was a tiny pinpoint of bright light at the end a dark tunnel, and he wanted to go towards it more than anything else he'd wanted in his life.

The third person to feel lost, but on another level, was Fanny Waterman. She had refused to be sent away when Chris had been rushed back to the IC after his collapse in the hallway.

Now, she sat besides his bed, her hands holding his, her mind wandering off to when Chris and she had met.
She could recall so clearly how he had been swept off his feet by her and how amused she had been because of it. All through that case, she had been touched by his obvious concern for her. Most of all, though, when he'd come to visit her in the hospital after her terrible ordeal, she'd seen the warm, vulnerable side to this American and realised just how much he had found his way to her heart.

She had noticed too, the remarkable friendship with his British colleague and partner. It made her smile: two such different characters, working as a single, beautifully oiled piece of machinery. On the one side was Chris Keel, the "burger boy", spontaneous, impulsive, temperamental, untidy and who knew only black or white, ignoring any possible shade of grey in whatever he did. On the other was Sam Curtis, whose reserved nature and thoughtful, analytical approach were so very different from his ebullient partner. The two were such opposites, and yet they complemented each other so perfectly. Whatever one lacked, the other seemed to possess - and combined with their extraordinary capacities, she knew they were one of CI5's most valuable teams.

But now it was all falling apart. Sam was chasing ghosts far away and Chris was slowly getting worse. He had steadied a little as he had been put on a fresh bag of blood, but there was no real improvement - it was only a stay of execution, she realised. Oh, Chris.

She folded her arms over Chris' hand, rested her head on them and fell asleep, vaguely thinking that about his blood type, which seemed so common - O. It said so on the IV-bag.

*****

Backup could not take her eyes off the box with the small glass tube she held in her hands. It contained a yellow-brown fluid, and it could make the difference between life and death.

They had searched the lab meticulously. Malnit had told her how tidy and well organised his father had been, and that it would not be too difficult to find something in his office or the lab. And he had been right - the man had been very tidy indeed. Everything was neatly labelled, categorised and indexed - dates, names and other relevant data put on every single piece of material. When Backup opened a fridge, she saw Chris' name on one of the tubes dated the day on which Chris had encountered the polar bear, and called Bertil over. He shook his head, however, explaining that it was just filtered blood - the deepest red at the bottom, the lighter in between and an almost clear fluid on top.

But then he turned to the third fridge and grunted with satisfaction. A small polystyrene box contained a small, sealed glass phial, with explanatory notes beside it. His eyes flew over the neatly written words, and Backup saw him swallow before he turned to her.

"This is it, Miss Backus. But there is a big BUT..."

She knew, instinctively, what he was going to say. "It hasn't been tested yet."

He slowly nodded his head.

"We won't know what this will do to him. It might kill him."

"He'll die anyway, if we don't give it to him. So there's only one way to find out. " She had already taken out her phone and called for the chopper to pick her up and get her to London.

"Thank you, Mr. Malnit. Even if this doesn't turn out to be what we expected it to be, you've helped us and at least we don't have to fight the feeling of guilt that we haven't done anything. We'll talk later." She spoke curtly, but her face showed her appreciation.

She paused, pulling the heavy fur-lined suit back on.

"Please… get back to Sam. I just hope it's not…" she couldn't finish the phrase, mentally shaking herself. "I'll be in touch as soon as I have any news. "

She hurried outside when she heard the thrumming of the helicopter blades, grateful to see the pilot skilfully land it on the white, windy surface. Looking over her shoulder as she climbed in, she saw Bertil Malnit framed in the light of the doorway, picking up his medical bag and ready to go back to Sam.

Get him home safely, Mr. Malnit, Backup whispered to herself. Don't let him die.

*****

Chris woke up slowly and with much difficulty. It was hard to open his eyes and even harder to keep them open. After a while he began to understand that he was not in his own bed, because there was an unmistakable smell and the irritating sounds of machines that beeped close to his head. Hospital. He was still in hospital. Damn.
A night-light was shining beside his bed, and as he slowly tried to move limbs that felt indescribably unco-operative, he started to remember. The pain… and the blood. But he was still alive. Fanny had been there, or was that just part of the dreams? Where was she now? And the tunnel with the light at the end seemed to have disappeared. Did that mean he was going to survive? Then darkness closed in again.

The next time he woke, his arms and legs seemed to almost belong to him again, and there was light streaming in through the window. The best part of it all, though, was a familiar figure in the chair next to his bed - the dark head dropped onto his chest as the man slept.

Chris' voice didn't sound very much like his own, but he got a couple of words out, almost reluctant to wake Sam but suddenly anxious to talk to him.

"Yo Sam..."

The man woke up as though a bee had stung him. The green eyes below the dark eyebrows lit up. He was blinking, and looked exhausted and pale, but was still smiling.

"Hey, Chris. You decided to wake up at last?"

"Yeah." Chris tried a grin too, then frowned. "I smell hospital, and you look like shit."

"Thanks," Sam said, still smiling. "You always did know how to give compliments."

"So what are you doing in pyjamas? Get yourself shot? And how long have I been here?

"Questions, eh? Where do you want me to start? And no, I didn't get shot. Or even had a run-in with a polar bear."

Sam ignored his partner's wry grin, and told him everything, all the way from the blood transfusion to the cure that Backup had brought in, four days ago. He skimmed over his own car accident a little, but Chris was having none of that.

"Okay, so I got a bit cut up in the wreck, and they had to cut me out - and it was cold. But it's nothing permanent."

Bertil Malnit, he went on to explain, had not abused their trust. He had gone back for Sam, taken care of him while the rescue team cut him out, and seen him into hospital before the blizzard really set in. He'd been lucky. Malone had organised a medical transfer to London the following day.

Looking at the lines of tiredness and the gaunt face, Chris decided there was probably a bit more to it than that, but didn't go into it, knowing well that his partner would be reluctant to talk about his own fears. But he could see from the expressive green eyes that it must have been close. For both of them.

Bertil Malnit, Sam told him, had been in touch with Backup constantly, offering offered advice on administering the antidote - particularly since his father's own notes were in Danish. He'd even been to see Sam in hospital before the transfer, and had showed genuine concern for his patient - unlike his monster of a father.

Eventually, a nurse hustled Sam off to his room, and Chris slid back into sleep, infinitely grateful they were both alive - and particularly thankful that Backup had been there and pulled it off.

Later, Sam hobbled back into the hospital room, with Malone in his wake - and even their controller had a little warmth in his voice for once.

Being alive seemed rather a good place to be, in fact.

"There was something unusual about the entire case of Malnit and his father," Malone mused aloud, after nodding in pleasure at the news that Chris would be back in action relatively quickly. "When Miss Backus and Mr. Curtis were off to Greenland, I let Mr. Spencer run a thorough check on the case of the killed child in the hospital - you will undoubtedly remember Bertil Malnit being taken off the medical register in Denmark for that."

Both men nodded.

"It appears that the child had the notorious typical element as well. Malnit senior had taken it from her and she died because of that. Up till that moment Malnit junior worshipped the ground his father walked on - until he began to realise what had happened to that little girl. His father then spread rumours that his son was an alcoholic, meaning his son's career was virtually over, as it was difficult to prove to the contrary. This also meant there was no in-depth investigation on the child's death. The father moved away from curious eyes, back to Greenland, and continued his research."

Sam looked at Malone thoughtfully, seeing the red poppy in Malone's buttonhole. More remembrance of blood spilled, but this time one involving old men and old memories. His own were more recent and still, if he admitted it, painful - and nothing compared with those of his friend.

Malone was still speaking, though, obviously intrigued by the whole story.

"A most unpleasant character - using human guinea pigs."

"And pouncing on likely subjects with that specific element, Chris," Sam said softly. "There was one man aboard the Laetitia with it too, he told me. Like it was some sort of a prize."

"Who also died, just like the little girl and several others. You, Mr. Keel, were very fortunate."

A silence fell between the three men. Sam could see that Chris was still coming to grips with the whole story, and Sam's mind was occupied with thoughts of a young man whose life had been destroyed by his own father. Malone seemed to read his mind, because he continued.

"Malnit's diaries show his obsession with this cure - triggered of course by the loss of his wife and a son."

Sighing, Malone shook his head. "A sad business, just like the remembrance service I have to attend. But now, gentlemen - I presume you're up to a little female company?"

Two enquiring stares met what was - almost - a smile.

He opened the door, letting in Backup and disappearing.

"Hi, guys. Making a nuisance of yourselves yet?"

Both men were delighted to see her, and the relief on her own face to see them both was obvious.

"Us? Never," Chris chuckled. "And thanks, Backup. I really owe you."

"I'll remember that," she told him, mock-seriously, then grinned. "But not really. I was just the delivery girl. Bertil Malnit is the one who did all the work - including making sure Sam got out of the wreck in one piece and getting the right way of handling the antidote. But the good news is that they're reinstating him on the register of doctors and clearing him of all blame."

Both men nodded, slowly.

"Now, Sam," she looked at him. "Grab your crutches. We're going for a walk."

Sam frowned, not really wanting to use them, and particularly in front of Chris.

"Walk?"

"Sure. Just to the cafeteria. C'mon."

 

Chris watched them go, wondering why Backup seemed so anxious to get Sam out of there, and thought about that for a second or two when there was another knock on the door.
A cheerful, familiar face appeared with a wild mop of red hair.

"Hey, Fanny!" Now that was what he called medicine.

"Hi! Can I come in? Or is that dragon still about?"

"Dragon?" Chris chuckled and Fanny slipped in.

"The one down the corridor that said you needed rest, still. But I had to come and see you before I left."
Now the leaving part wasn't good news. But Chris was delighted to see the petite woman perch on his bed.

"You're going? Leaving me now, in all my misery?" Chris said casually, trying to hide the disappointment and knowing he was failing.

"Yes, I've been called back. I can't stay any longer. And as far as the misery is concerned, you do look much better, so stop exaggerating, will you?"

Chris didn't like her going away, and touched her face without saying anything. She took his hand, kissed its palm tenderly and said slowly, choosing her words carefully while her voice softened:

"Chris, a few weeks ago Malone asked me to come to work for CI5. He seemed impressed by my career so far. He wants me as a desk agent, said he values my computer knowledge and my analytical capacities."

Malone was a crafty old devil, he thought, and not for the first time. Female company… so he wasn't just talking about Backup.

"And?" the American looked expectantly up at her. "What did you say?"

"I told him I'd think about it. It would mean quite a change, you know. Working in an office all the time - I couldn't go into the field for CI5 - not with my hearing. But back home, I still go out on jobs, and I like it. So I wasn't sure about making that sort of move, Chris."

Then she paused, her face caught up in conflicting emotions and her intelligent eyes drifting off to other places and other times before continuing to put her thoughts into words.

"You know, frankly, I don't think I'm cut out for this kind of work - not the things you do in CI5. And you do it so well, both you and Sam. You're made for it - and there's something else, too. Maybe you don't realise it, but the two of you are junkies. Hooked on danger, getting rid of the scum of the earth, the sheer adrenaline. I'm right, aren't I?"

Chris could only nod, not liking the way this was going. He looked at her face, seeing the changing expressions and watching her hands moving as she talked.
Chris, you're not gonna keep her here.

As if in reply to his unspoken words, she grasped his hand even tighter.

"Chris, after what happened to me with Fransen last year made my approach to life change, and change a lot. They always say you don't believe things like that will ever happen to you - until they do."

"Fanny…"

"Let me finish, Chris. When I saw you here in bed, the past few days, I was terrified for you. I heard what happened to Sam, and I was afraid for him - both when he fell into that icy water and the car crash…"
The car crash, Chris remembered. He still needed to ask Sam about just how badly he'd been hurt. Knowing his partner, he was busy trying to hide that. But now, his attention was completely focused on Fanny.

"You see, Chris, I don't think I'm up to that for the rest of my life."

"It does come with the job, that's true. But you get used to it."

Despite the weak effort to change her mind, Chris knew he never would - her decision had been made and he respected he too much to try and change it. Leaning back into the pillows, he cursed his own weakness, but forced himself to look straight into her expressive eyes as she continued, speaking softly now.

"You see, Chris my love, what I couldn't take is to be around to see you hurt and in pain. Or even to get used to it. To half-expect you or Sam to be constantly in and out of hospitals. It's just too hard."
She got to her feet.

"So I'm afraid I'm going to decline your Mr. Malone's offer. You understand, don't you?"

"I'm trying." It was almost a whisper.

Instinctively, she bent over to him and kissed him lightly, her lips gentle. Then, as if by the turn of a switch, wrinkles of laughter appeared round her eyes. It was so typical of her, Chris realised. She dealt with things and then bounced back, and now she looked distinctly wicked.

"Take care. And don't you dare forget you asked me to marry you. I don't want to be a widow even before I get there"

Chris reacted to the infectious merriment, trying to brush his disappointment aside.

"Me? I did? Must have been feverish. But when I think of it, it's not such a bad idea."

She looked at him again, grinning impishly, and the spark of understanding that flew between them told Chris she was happy with that.

Then, typically, she threw her head backwards and laughed out loud, blew him a kiss and left the room. He could still hear her laughing as she walked down the hallway.

Within a few minutes he fell asleep, his troubles temporarily washed away and his spirits raised - despite the sadness that she would still be in a different country - thanks to his unique relationship with this warm-hearted, crazy, wonderful woman.

*****

Backup drove Sam home. The night was pleasant, not cold, and the stars were clear in a moonlit sky - the same moon that had lit up his icy prison.

His mind flashed back for that moment, and the horror of it all. Quickly, though, he pushed the thoughts away, glad to be back in a world that had both his partner and Backus in it.

As if reading his thoughts, Backup turned to him.

"Chris must have a guardian angel."

"Yeah." Sam shifted his legs a little. "He's just too damned lucky. One of these days it'll run out."

"I still can't believe it. If it hadn't been for that antidote…"

"I know. And for you. I wonder…" Sam didn't finish his sentence.

"You wonder…?" Backup prompted him.

"I wonder how much Bertil really knew about this medicine. Maybe he knew all along that there was a cure? Maybe he was just not willing to give it to his father? As a payback for what he'd been through?"

Backup pulled over and looked sideways to Sam. She was constantly amazed by the unusual way in which he could analyse a case. His points of view had often triggered an original approach. And even now it was all over, it was as if he was still chewing it over in his mind. Then he yawned, and winced as he climbed out of the car painfully.

"Sam - go and sleep. Right now, you need to get back in shape or Chris'll be there before you."

"He wouldn't dare," Sam grinned, leaning back into the car. "But Backup - joking apart, I still owe you."

"Sleep, Sam. Then we'll discuss just how you can repay me. Okay?"

She slid the car into gear with a vaguely satisfied feeling. It was over.

 

EPILOGUE - BROWN and BLUE

A young doctor walked through the silent corridors of a London hospital just before midnight. He entered the deserted reception area, sat down behind the computer and logged on to the central database. He typed a few commands - one of them was Keel, C. Waiting until a file appeared, he opened it and scrolled down, printing out a hard copy of certain parts and scribbling notes on the sheets. Finally, he pointed the mouse at the file and pressed the delete button.

Are you certain you want to delete this file? the message on the screen said.

He clicked on 'yes', switched off the machine and took the lift to another floor. Then he checked certain details on his notes again.

Yes, here was the storage system, with its carefully regulated temperature. Perfect. And here was the unit it should be in. When he found what he was looking for, he hesitated for a second and then took it out, a glow of undisguised triumph on his face.

Unscrewing the metal casing he pulled out a tiny phial, and read the label yet again: 62O-/5733/B Keel, C. He rolled the little tube in a handkerchief and then pushed it into one of his pockets. Then he slid out the blood samples in there, also neatly labelled: Keel, C. May 2000. O-pos. Taking another handkerchief out, he wrapped it around them and put those into another pocket.

Finally, he carefully closed the glass door of the unit and left as unseen as he had entered, taking the lift back to the admissions level.

"Goodnight, Mr. Tamlin." The pleasant voice of the night nurse said and startled him a little.

"Goodnight, nurse." He smiled as he answered and stepped through the electric doors that had opened to him.

The attractive nurse looked at the back of the man who just left. Amazing, she thought. Each time she saw him she was surprised by his blonde, almost white hair.

But what really struck her every time she saw him were his eyes: one deep brown and one pale blue…

 

Elsa © may 2000. Feedback? Yes Please! Mail me!

 

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